This is my life...
College changes people… even myself. Its so creepy how fast it happens though. In high school it was almost a gradual thing, by in college it happens so fast. Its kinda scary when you think about it. I’m not even going to lie, I have changed. I have lost the will to care about others as much as in used to. I also lost the passion I had. I don’t have the fight or drive that I used to. I don’t have the confidence or the radiance that followed me occasionally. I have almost completely given up on myself and I don’t know where to find me. Somehow I got mixed in translation and I don’t know where to find the pieces of myself. I’m losing myself and I’m scared.
How dare you say some bull like that. First off, I am a virgin by choice. I made the decision not to give it up. Second of all, I wouldn’t give it up to you if you wanted it. I have my personal set of morals that I stick to and you can’t break them. Third, you are so full of yourself. I’m beyond pissed. Everyone just keeps pushing it and pushing it. Well I’m done. Eff it. I’m too stressed and emotional to deal with all of this. Its my time.
Keep pushing forward. Don’t stop for anything.
I said this week was going to be a good one but its not starting out that way. I am just too stressed, too damaged and too tired right now. I just need to get away from everything. I honestly don’t know how to feel right now.
Fake! Fake! Fake!
Why do people get involved in stuff that just isn’t their business… Like don’t make the situation worse than it has to be.
I’m struggling to find my way and its honestly get to harder and harder to stay positive throughout everything that’s going on.
I feel like i am stuck and can’t move forward. Like the struggle is real. I just want to do really well and not just make it. Lord help me.
Going home this weekend! Yasss. Gonna chill with my best friend♡